April 2nd, 2009
I'm in LA. I have a writing piece due today, and I don't know what to write about. It sucks. I wasn't here yesterday and I completely forgot about it. FML.
I feel so unorganized lately. Like I feel like I've been planning my time so poorly and I don't have time to do any of the stuff I need to. I need to get my head out of my ass and start getting down to serious business. As of tomorrow, I have a month until my AP portfolio is due. Wonderful. Just wonderful. It wouldn't be so bad if I was actually going to be able to do shoots over springbreak, but since I'm going on a crusie I can't. Figures. I need to do like, a bunch of shoots when I get back. I'm going to go crazy. I don't care if I don't get my portfolio done, I just need to get my stuff done in time for COTA.
Mrs. Mroz just saw this. She's so presh. She didn't even make me get out of it. She's probs one of my favorite teachers.
Okay, I'm gonna go try and write. Nothing will come of it I'm sure.
I have a voice lesson today, that I really don't feel like going to. I forgot all my music. FML.
No really. FML.
Oh, another thing. My physics group is pissing me off. They don't do shit, and pretty much make me do everything. And then it all gets blamed on me when it doesn't get done. We needed to talk to Melbourne about something, and I wasn't here yesterday, but none of them could have went to him? It would have been so simple, all they needed to do was tell him that we had the wrong information, and he would have fixed it for them. He told us he would. They just don't care as long as they don't have to do anything. This is ridiculous. UGH!
April 1st, 2009
Blah. I know I like YOU. You're dumb, but so cute.
I LOVE you. Of course. And we didn't talk that much today, it really sucked. Next week is going to kill me.
I don't even know what to think about you. Wth?
I miss you.
I love you, and care about you, alot.
I didn't even know this was going to become one of these anonymous things. Ha.
I wish I could sleep forever.
March 30th, 2009
1. You mean the world and more to me. I love you so much. I'm hoping this feeling will last forever. You're my best friend. Thank you for always caring.
2. You're my best friend too, but you always seem to make me feel like an asshole, even if its not intentional. I'm always afraid to confront you about stuff, cause it seems like you just try to make me feel stupid all the time.
3. I think I'm growing out of you. My mom said so too. Is it really happening?
4. I miss our dinner dates.
5. I miss being close to you.
6. I like you, a whole hell of a fucking lot, and I don't even know why. Seriously. What's so special about you? And why did YOU put the thought in my head that I might have a chance?
7. What the fuck? Do I like you or not?! I can't fucking tell! This is crazy. It's weird how close we've become. You're someone I can talk to about anything.
8. I know we don't always get along, but what you said today really meant something. It was really sincere and really did make my day wonderful. You're really great, I wish we were closer.
9. I love you alot. We need to spend more time together. All of us.
10. You're such a great friend. I wish we talked more than we do though, we talk alot, but I feel like we could be closer.
11. I still haven't gotten a good chance to get to actually KNOW you. What makes you tick? I want to know.
12. I miss talking to you all the time.
13. You're seriously a fucking asshole sometimes. You push all your fucking friends away, cause you're a fucking nut. Why do you always have to be so fucking stupid? Seriously, calm your fucking shit.
14. I don't even know what to say about you. You're a dick, but why am I STILL, after all this time, so attracted to you?
15. You're one of my favorite people. Everyone always makes fun of you and says you're annoying. I don't like that. I love you.
March 29th, 2009
I thought we told each other everything. :/
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
I mean it :)
March 28th, 2009
Why do I like you so fucking much?! And why can't I read you?
You send me these mixed signals, and its like, just stop! Stop doing shit like that! I've already told you many times how much I like you, and it just seems like you're messing with my head. You've been asking to have a night where just me and you sit around and talk. I hope it happens soon. I just want everything to come out, and maybe..i don't know.
Those anonymous things make me so upset. I always get to thinking that I'm the most negative one on the list. :(
I don't even know what to think..
On the brighter side..
I couldn't help but get all watery-eyed.
March 26th, 2009
You looked so cute tonight.
Even though you always look cute.
I'm lame, but I don't care right now.
Right now, I'm in music biz, and I didn't even notice the bell is about to ring! OOPS!